As soon as I woke up, I started writing my diary this morning.
When I had been writing about 1000byte.they ran away from my screen.
I don't know the reason.
It may error of my compter.
I was very angry  and lost my strength.

but I thought for a while.
I felt while writing lot of sentences in English.
How many sentences  reviewed in my head during writing a my diary  at that time without realized.
So I  get over my anger  and I am writing it.

 Needless say  more
Writing something is very good and useful to study English or for one's self.
Because  it becomes reminding of learned study.

Of course It is also good to study new English but I like  reviewing.

I thought will I   write my diary or won't while I am reading a book for children  stories.

Rather I feel diffcult to read for children's books.
But it make keeping read it to me .
Of course,the words that are used children are unfamiliar but they're funny.
I am smiling happly without realized.
When I covered the book, I find  I was laughing.
It seems returning to the  innocence  childlike without realized myself.
Also fairy tary books are made my spirit clean.

Book's mood and pictures are also different.
It think  it is because of the original book in English.

I make up my mind again and again now.
If it possible.
I will should try to write a my diary almost everyday.
But to be honest with me
It is impossible for me to wirte it everyday.
Now and then, often ,
don't want to give up to write
I should make my story.
Yesterday's  was my 483th diary.
If It can write until 1000th times of my diary,
Can I make my diary into our book that my family can read it.

 I have been writing 480 times for almost 3 years and half months.
 So   It will be ok if  I only write of diary 520 times for 4 years in future.

But this is a huge challenge andIt neess a huge effort for me.

Really if I can make it
I will appreciate it to myself like crazy If I can write my diary like as make up my mind  .
And it may give a good impacting to my posterity.

If I honest say
I want to my precious posterity to will hand over somethings.
It's hope I will give a strong spirits that's why I have no money which will hand over  property.

"Standing firm until the end and don't giving  up"
There is nothing  better than these.

I want to talk my posterity  my  being as my book which have been written until 1000th times.
And I want show that she started studying English when she was in her 57ths years late and didn't give up the study.
So I hope they don't give up .
Hold on tightly grab even one.
If you think it's true and right.

It's hope I will give a good spirit.

 If then
I will try keeping promise between me and myself.